Thursday, July 31, 2008

unlike you

i never thought i'd get over you, never thought i would get over the feeling of what felt so true, but i actually found the real one, the right one, the only one. and unlike you he loves me too.

he's the one i've been looking for all these years, and unlike you he fights away all my fears, unlike you not only does he listen, he hears the words i speak to him, unlike you he holds me close, and unlike you he tells me more than enough.

everything i thought before, everything that felt like lovenow seems so far away, i don't miss u anymore, and the only thing that held me to you was the feeling of being so wanted, and unlike you he loves me too.

He's the one i've been looking for all these years and unlike you he fights away all my fears, unlike you not only does he listen he hears the words i speak to him, unlike you he holds me close and unlike you he tells me more than enough.

i can't believe i fell for you that i thought it could be true, all i did was convince myself that i needed you when deep down... i knew it all along.
and now he's hear and i don't see him going anywhere. i'm happier than when i was with u and i know he would do, anything i needed. he's here for me, he's here to stay.

He's the one i've been looking for all these years and unlike you he fights away all my fears, unlike you not only does he listen he hears the words i speak to him, unlike you he holds me close and unlike you he tells me more than enough,.
hes said hello and he's never gunna say goodbye.
(chorus in the background)

Saturday, July 19, 2008

last time ever

I let you walk in and walk out so many times, you did the same thing over and over again. I always say just ONE one more chance.. but it’s one… plus ten….

But let me be heard, this is gunna be the last time ever, this will be last time I let you walk back in. and now, it’s gunna be the last you tear in me two. My heart can’t handle any more of you, I’ve already overdosed, so you better hear, this is the last time ever…

Everytime it’s the same thing, the same excuse. Its just a rerun you think I would learn, you think I would see it coming, and it always happens just as they say…. They say…

This is gunna be the last time ever, this will be last time I let you walk back in. and.. now!! It’s gunna be the last time you tear in me two. My heart can’t handle any more of you, I’ve already overdosed, so you better here, this is the last time… the last time ever.

So GOOOO AND never come back again. This better be the last time I ever see your face again. Cuz I swear I’ll drop dead if this happens ever again. Im saying goodbye. I mean it this time. Iswearifyou ever even TRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is the last song ever that has anything to do with you, this is the last time I’ll say your name, _____! This is the last time I’ll cry for you.. and that was the last time I will say I forgive you. It’s the last time ever…!!!!

This is gunna be last time ever, this wll be the last time I let you walk back in. and NOW!!!!! It’s gunna be the last time you tear me in two. My heart can’t handle anymore of you, I’ve already overdosed, so you better here, this is the last time…. THE LAST TIME EVER!!!!!

The last… time… ever.

crash ahead

Everytime this happens everytime it all ends up the same… it happens the same way over and over again. And again.. again yeah yeah….

I saw the crash ahead I saw the damage it would do to me. I never wanted to leave, but you turned the wheel, you made me swerve and now I’m lost and don’t know where I am, and I can’t feel my legs, I saw this crash ahead.

Now I’m laying here knowing I should’ve turned around when I had the chance when I had the wheel, but I gave u the wheel gave you control I gave you my heart I gave you my life, and now I’m broken, laying here crying, and I feel so stupid because..

I saw the crash ahead I saw the damage it would’ve done to me. I never wanted to leave but you turned the wheel, you made me swerve, and now im lost way off trackand I don’t know where I am. And I can’t feel mylegs, I saw this crash coming ahead.

I knew exactly what you would say I knew that you didn’t mean it I knew that you were going to hit and run and leave me here to clean up the pieces if any were even left of me, I saw this crash up ahead, on a stranded road you left me all alone. Im laying here not able to breathe, hyperventilating, and not being able to see… why do you do this to me, im so neive, but I saw this coming

I saw the crash ahead I saw the damge it would do to me I never wanted to leave I wanted to stay with you wrapped safely and gently in your arms, kissed sweetly on the cheek, whispers in my ear… I never wantedit to change. I wantd you to stay here holding me and figting everything bad away and immunizing me and making me feel so calm and sirene………

I saw the crash up ahead I saw the damage it would do to me. I never wanted to leave, but you turned the wheel you made me swerve and now I’m lost and don’t know where I am, and I can’t feel my legs, it brns so bad, I saw this crash ahead…I saw it coming…

just so u know

Hey just writing this letter to you to say what’s on my mind. You otta know by now I don’t waste no time. So here I am, I’m about to say some thing…. You’ll regret.

Just so you know I didn’t mean a single thing I said. I never wanted anything to do with you. Just so you know, you didn’t know me at all, you never made me smile, you knew how to make me cry ,and you didn’t know how to have a good time. And when you held my hand I didn’t like your touch and I am so glad you never got my kiss, just so you know I like it like this.

You’re just like every other one, your not anything special, just another chance I shouldn’t have given… you. It wasn’t nice while it lasted and now I’m here to say… I regret you.

Just so you know I didn’t mean a single thing I said. I never wanted anything to do with you. just so you know, u didn’t know me at all, you never made me smile, you knew just how to make me cry, and u didn’t know how to have a good time. And when you held my hand I didn’t like your touch and im so glad you never got my kiss, just so you know, I like it like this.

You have no tact, you have no mystery, and you sure as heck don’t have a piece of me…. Anymore. I can’t believe you did what you did and then try to blame it on me. I did nothing wrong, you just aren’t that strong to handle the guilt… which I KNOW you had!!!

Just so you know I’m over you, just so you know, I don’t know what I saw in you. Just so you know I’m glad I didn’t let you know, I’m glad there was no good time to remember, and all the times I cried was cuz I was stuck with you when I knew… I can do so much better!!!!!!! Justso you know I never felt what I said, and I never wanted to kiss… .those. just so you know I never ever liked it like thaa…
I was stupid for saying I loved you… cuz it obviously was not true. Just thought u should know.

breathe

I was head over heals when I found you and the whole time I was with you, I never wanted to leave. I was always looking at my phone waiting for you to want to hang out, cuz you take my breath away…

Remind me to breathe because the effect you have on me loses myself. You stop my breath you stop them in their tracks, you take my heart and never put it back. Remind me to breathe..

Now when you’re near I want you to leave, now when you’re gone, I have reason to heave and weep and need you back here with me, theres so much I want to say, but everytime I get the chance, you take my breath away..

Remind me to breathe because the effect you have on me loses myself. You stop my breath, you stop them in their tracks, you take my heart and never put it back. Remind me to breathe..

I never wanted youto leave I never wanted you to stay, I just needed to catch my breath!!!!!!!!!!!
So this is what I need to do in order to get over you…. Don’t remind me to breathe, because the effect you have on me loses myself. You stop my breath you stop them in their tracks, you take my heart and never put it back, so just don’t remind me to breathe… this is what it comes to… just take my breath away and forget to remind me to.. breathe.

whisk me away

hold me close
whisper in my ear
move my hair away
look in my eyes..

...gently kiss my forhead
letting your lips glide
down my cheek
til they meet mine

stop...
and whisk me away.

you see this smile on my face
do you see those tears clouding my eyes
i heard it takes someone special to do both.
this is new to me, but i don't care.
just take my hand and whisk me away.

Hold me close
whisper in my ear
move the hair away
look in my eyes...

...gently kiss my forehead
letting your lips glide
down my cheek
til they meet mine...

stop.. and whisk me away.

keep telling me what you know i love to hear,
keep letting me know what you'd do if u were here
and keep letting me know that u are not letting me go.

hold me close
whisper in my ear
move the hair away
look into my eyes...

...gently kiss my forehead
letting your lips glide
down my cheek
til they meet mine

stop.. and whisk me away.

i can't describe whats going on inside of me. i doubt i can breathe. you make time stop, you make time move forward. i can't eat and i can't sleep and i can't stop smiling. now that you've whisked me away...

hold me close
whisper in my ear
move the hair away
look into my eyes...

...gently kiss my forehead
letting your lips glide
down my cheek
til they meet mine

stop..and whisk me away..
(repeat)

Thursday, July 03, 2008

this is the last song about you original copy lyrics

i look back and wonder how delirious i must've been to think you were good enough for me. i think about all things i let you get away with, and the affect that you had on me with all the words that made up the lies. i think about how easy they had become to hear.. and how they made me become.

but this is the last song about you, i will not waste anymore time regretting you, and i will never wish for you again and i hope i never see your face and i hope you never call me, because i am so over you.

i know you think you're all of me, but don't forget that i'm always right and you're alwys not. there's more to me, so i'm slipping away. i know in just a little while you'll come back saying ur sorru or u'll blame it all on me, either way, youl say what i used to want to hear, but theres a reason you don't see any tears.

this is the last song about you, i'm not going to wast anymore time regretting. i'm moving on with my life, i did nothing wrong, and you did nothing right. so take your words and lies and make beleive to her like you did your kiss.

this is the last about you because i finally saw why loving you was wrong, i finally see what a bargain you were, and that i didn't want a cheap knock off, i deserve the real thing. i realized how good i was, and how good you weren't... weren't ..weren't...weren't

this is the last song about you bccause i'm finally over you for sure this time, i gained my closure, and that door has shut. this is the last song about you because now i see how stupid i was to think i could ever love you.. yeah thats what i said, let it ring... i was stupid..stupid,,, stupid,,, for loving you....

and this is the last song about you, i've finally had enough, next time i cry it won't be your fault, and next time i bleed, you won't be on my mind..

this is the last song about you, i've finally reached enough i can't beleive i ever wanted you to love me, and i'm finallyover you, take this as your proof,



because


this is the last song about you.